14.12.06 -

insomnia yet again.
haii.
its 14 dec and its 2.59a.m.
but thankfully.
there are two great matches coming up.
haha.its chelsea vs newcastle.
and wigan vs arsenal.
i didnt bet on these two matches eh.
so surprising.
but its because its so hard to bet.
lol.
but i place a twenty dollar bet on newcastle to kick off.
wonder i will be lucky enough to win.
its a 50-50 chance eh. : )
i just realise something.
i have yet to take photos with many of my good friends eh.
imean individually.
i hope to take with all of them someday.
yeah.
sometimes i reli wonder what i want.
i am so fickle.
i am reli fickle.
i dunno whats wrong.
but i guess im not mature enough yet.
i may want this now.
but the next moment.
i choose not to want.
haiiii.
thats why sometimes i regret many of the decision i made.
BUT.
if we dun make mistakes.
how do we know where we go wrong.
and i will never learn the right things eh?
sounds logical.
but somehow.
my heart is pinning for something.
something or maybe somebody.
i dun want it now.
or rather to make it clearly.
i hope to have it for e rest of my life.
eh.i guess.
thats up to fate bah.
i just hope maybe 10 years down the road.
it will be a different outcome from now.
yeah i am waiting.
i am hoping.
the day to come.
i carn wait to turn 21 : )
because that will be a new stage of my life.
yeah i am looking forward to it.
may GOD bless everyone.
AMEN

have faith : )

2:58:00 AM
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