3.4.05 -

i begin to see the light.now i noe who are the people who are true to me.not many.its reli very little.haish.i think i am being negative mann.but i think its true after all.sumtimes i reli tried my best to do wad i can.argh!i have alreadi tried my best bahx.i am tired.sumtimes i wanted to tell my good frens the bad things tad others say bout dem.but wad do i get in e end?they doubted me and even say things which are not true about me.i mean.i am doing wad i supposed to do.i din wan others to haf a bad impression bout u.wanted u to change to becum better.nahh.u keep think tad wad i said is to just to say bad things bout u or maybe u even think i hate u larh.whatever.i am tired larh.doing wad is right and fer the benefit of u and dis is wad i get?nahh.i dun wanna be so stupid anymore.i shall pretend not knowing anything.so even if ppl say bout u.i not going to care.let ppl hate u bahx.wads the point of saying when u dun even trust me?nahh.i am totally at loss of words bahx =D i shall move on to another youu
i wanted to have a nice chat with you.but it seems tad u dun wan to.maybe u oso wan larh.budden its like i get negative feelings lorhh.i wanted to show u tad i reli care fer you.but its hard larh.i dunno bahx.nvm.let nature takes it course.but i reli do care fer you alot alot.no matter wad happens.i am always dere =D
nobody is perfect.we got to accept everyone fer who dey are.
need someone to rely on forever.will you be the one?

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