9.1.05 -

all this while i've been thinking alot.dun reli know wad i wan.but now i made a decision.though wasn't wad i wanted.but i guess this is e best wae out ba.no use putting in efforts when e other party dun even give a damn bout u rite?yarr.so forget it and let go.maybe the other party does give damn but wads e point if u dun show it out?will i ever know?nvm.i dun wanna know anymore.feeling so tired le bahx.yeah.i just wan to be happy.just hope tad i wun get soft-hearted and change my mind.u can do wad u wan le.i wun bother u anymore le k?yeah!relief fer e both of us ba.no use saying sorrie and not doing anything lo.heard it so many times but tads not wad i reli wan.yeah.hee.nvm.bu yao zai shuo le.since decided jiu bu yao zai xiang le.now slacking.hafta finish one book cum the 20 yan yu.dunno can finish anot.but no mood to study.so sianx lar!haix.sucky man.but i am trying to do my best.yeah=).i will learn to treasure ppl arnd me who treasure me as well.by actions.not words.yupps.hate ppl who take me fer granted.if u do tad,then i'll heck care u as well.tads wad i am bahx.scary huh?lolx.maybe today a bit siao siao.hmms.but now betta le.nothing much to update le.buh*byess

i will learn not to regret it_*
someday u'll realise it_*

3:53:00 PM
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