4.12.05 -

maybe i am just like his case
i have failed
ehh.yupp
maybe i juz refuse to
face the truth
its reli cruell u noe
i mean most people
will choose to delude
themselves and make themselves
feel better u noe
trying to find excuses
for every action or wadeverr
holding on to small little things
which actually meant nothing
tads me laa : )
i will now choose not to escape
becuz i dun wish to be a coward
i wan to face it
as long as u choose to face it
you can find the solution
yeah.tads my faith now : )
be truthful to myself
and oso everyone arnd me
but no matter wad happens
nothing will ever change : )

even if the heart is broken
the heart will still continue beating : )

+have faith+

3:28:00 PM

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i gonna have one
whole week
to reli think bout many
things tad i wanna think
i hope GOD can give me
some directions
somehow i realise
i dunno wad i shld do now
u noe.its sucha suckyy feeling
u wan to do this
but u dunno if u shld do this
and when u tried yur best
to reli try to make someone
reli understandd
but somehow they juz
fake as though dey dunno anything
wowow.poorr me : )
maybe when one dae
i am reli reli tired
i will not walk down
this road anymore
theres no faith in this
stretch of road anymore
i've been trying the best
to look for faith
taking initiative time and time
but end up being turned awae

-i thought i heard you say tad
you will be dere for me always-
tads wad i thought
so it maybe wrong : )
i hope i did not hear wrongly : )

have faith in wad you do
you make it thru : )

1:03:00 PM
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