6.3.05 -

broken this fragil thing now
and i cant i cant pick up the pisces
and i thrown my words all around
but i cant i cant give you a reason
i feel so broken up (so broken up)
and i give up (i give up)
i just want to tell you so you know
here i go
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go but there just no one
that get me like you do
you are my only my only one
made my mistakes lead you down
and i cant i cant hold on for to long
ran my whole life in the ground
and i cant i cant get up when ur gone
and somethings breaking up (breaking out)
i feel like giving up (like giving up)
i wont walk out till u know
here i go
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go but theres just no one
that gets me like you do
you are my only my only one
here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
and i know u can see right though me
so let me go and you will find someone
here i go scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go but theres just no one no one like you
are you my only my only one
my only one
my only one
my only one
you are my only my only one

4:08:00 AM

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decided to change my blog song.haha.feel tad me and this song got fate.cuz heard it on MTV like 3 plus in e morning.haha.yeah.its a nice song =)
anyway i realise tad is hard to find a best friend. and i mean its a real best friend.someone who u accept fer who he is and he accepts u fer who u are.no matter wad happens,he will be dere fer u and support u.when u are down.he will be dere to lend u a shoulder.when u are happy,he will be dere to share your joy and be happy fer you.someone who you can talk to fer hours even though dere is nothing to talk.most imptly is tad even if he doesnt talk to me fer daes,we will still be best fren.it is a sort of relationship tad need not be maintained at all.he will be e one telling me e truth bout me and bout wad others said bout me.he is true and real best fren.its not easy to find one.it depends alot on fate.but i believe tad one dae i will find him =) becuz GOD gave me the faith and belief.he will appear or maybe he had appeared but i failed to realise it onli.i hope i'll find him soon.waiting patiently fer tad dae =)

3:54:00 AM
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