4.12.04 -

wah.it was so tiring.hahax.yseterdae didn't update becuz there wasn't time at all.hmm.early in e morning jiu training liao le lo.haix.took NC5 man.cuz chen'en went fer hospital duty lo.i took them fer foot drill.i like NC5s attitude esp shiya and sabrina.yupps.can see both of them r trying their best le.the rest also bahx.i guess i am quite strict fer a nursing instructor budden wad i was doing was trying to help them.hope you all understand?and pump they all quite alotss man.guess it was one of their toughest training session?at least dey got a slight improvement.but tad isnt enough man.u all can do much betta.nvm.later after training, gotta senior BBQ.it wad quite fun bahx i think.hahax.they all were not as scary as we thot.and i dunno why we always get this feeling tad seniors r scary.hahax.anyway go there slack and slack and talk kok man.and had to pay 6 dollars loh.din get to eat much man.but most impt thing is to have fun larh.yupps.and a stupid person told me to go home in e end left without telling me?haixx.sad-ed man.in e end,didn;t go home.went to somewhere else.g and talk kok again.came back early in e morning.then sleep again.all e way till like now bahx.hahax.so long loh.but was realli tiring these few daes.ydae jas told me tad my squad v.ke lian.4-13 all things on man.courses,trainings and camp.dunno dey can anot.i mean realli very tight loh e schedule.then e camp is like 5 days man.sure cannot make it loh.think 1 0r 2 days b4 e camp dey need not go training bahx.hopefully.jiayous man.=) seriously, after taking a new team ydae,i finally realise how slack e whole division wad.e standard realli cannot make it.i am realli very worried man.its like haixx.keep seeing cadets and instructors play play.i know its good to have a little fun but when serious can serious ma?now alreadi no time le lo.trainings r not like trainings man.more of bonding session.i dunno how r we going to do.going to comp with this standard we'll die till very horrible.i hope tad e next training everyone including instructor and cadets can be serious and we'll work hard towards e common goal.time is running out.we gotta be fast le.hope everyone knows how serious e situation is.yupps.thanx.udpate finish le.this is e longest entry man.maybe too much thoughts le bahx.hahax.tk_caress_everyone_*

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