2.2.05 -

todae will be my saddest entry i have ever blog.this is e second time i am feeling so down in my life.its is reli down.i dun wish to even talk.i dun wish to do anything.i just wanna let the water run on my face and wake myself up.i've always been thinking how good my world is.in fact it is not.i am in darkness now.i dunno who i can reli and trust now.no one seems to be real.even how hard i tried to believe.i still carn convince myself.i dunno why.seems like i have always been taken granted in my life.if u are one of those.please get out of my life ok?dun make me miserable.i dun wanna to be in depression again.in e past.i hope and had alots of confidence.i failed.tads my first time feeling so upset.it seems tad now.it is cuming again.i dun wan.haish.i have always been such a happy-go-lucky chap.but now.dun hurt me.just get out of me life and stop appearing.and this is not pointing to anyone in particular.yup yup.if i dun talk to you.please dun ask why.becuz it means i reli wan to cool down.and re-consider our frenship or wadever.yarr.even if u dun like it,but its my choice.and i reli feel like breaking down.no one is with me now.nvm.i dun wan live in my dreams anymore le.go awae.i reli decided le.and GOD please give me the power and strength to overcome.and i reli dunch wanna change my decision.if GOD feels tad i made the wrong choice.please bless tad person and hopefully he/she can convince me.but i think its reli hard.i am feeling so so insecure now.and its the truth.no more blows.oh no.the old me.haish.i reli hope i will return to my normal self tml.good luck to me.

dun be stupid anymore
dun ever take people fer granted

7:28:00 PM
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