24.10.05 -

tmr is 25/10/05
lollol
its chem practical le
i muz jiayou : )
praying tad i can identify all the
unknown gases successfully
all e best : )
recollection of memories
i jus realise so many incidents happen
its all becuz of me : (
if i dun feel tad wae
all these things will not have happen
but on e other hand
i reli tried to control
but its not within my means
so it seems like in front of me
i onli have one choice now
which is damn heartbreaking
haiyoh.i dun wish to take this path lehh
but den i have to
tads e onli choice
so i pray hard
GOD to give me e strength
and guide me thru this path
and then when this path ends
everything will be fine again : )
i reli wanna do it
nothing gonna stop me now
becuz i dun wan to do e wrong thing
AGAIN
and get say by ppl
dat i am not acting like
wad i shld act
u noe.tad feeling hurts the most
lollol
but well its true larh
i onli have myself to blame
becuz i cld have and shld have
controlled
but my actions showed it all
i'm sorry : )

-have faith and you will have e power-
i muz have done sumthing wrong to you
in my previous life
tads why i am getting punished
since there is effect
dere muz be cause : )
so i am hoping in e next life
we can be wad we wanna be : )

10:35:00 PM
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