5.12.04 -

at times i realli wish to have an answer fer ya.but i just dun have one.i mean i realli tried my best.u told me u love me.but ya actions dun seem so.i am realli feeling insecure.i dunno.but u seem to have many attention from guys and alot of people say u flirt and i just kept quiet becuz i trust you.got once, u knew a guy only fer 2 days or wad and u wanted to accompany him to somewhere le?i mean its like haixx.this kind of actions reali made my think twice whether wad u told me is e truth anot.ppl arnd me give me mixed comments and i dunno wad to do.i kept thinking and thinking and told myself to forget you,becuz i feel tad u r not whose who will commit yourself and i myself will end up being hurt?so i decided to avoid avoid and be your fren.i guess we shld start from fren and keep talking and improve out relationship and then to tad stage?.i guess we jump too fast le?becuz we dun even talk at all?shld have started from the lowest level and slowly increase.then once,i ask you y r u unhappy,i jokingly ask whether is it becuz if me and u answered me seriously "who do u think u are?"i was taken aback and shocked.it was so hurtful and was so upsetting.but i just kept quiet.din know wad to say wad to do.i realli dunno wad u say in sms and MSN is e truth becuz it is so diff from ya actions.2 diff persons?haixx.i dunno whether u still love me.but i wan e both of us to be frens and understand each other well enough.becuz i know wad i am feeling now.i dun wan a repeat of events as well.sorrie once again.i know it is no use.i guess both of us r frens now.can talk.hope to talk more too?becuz when i see you,u dun seem to wan talk to me?hmm.yupps.tk caress =),i will always be there fer you.i promise you.
i will never leave you anymore le.
AHSJAB
bout st john, i realli hope tad whole division have e common goal in our heart.and fer my squad4*o5,its time to unite le.hahax.i think our bond is increasing.can see from e dance and squad tee.Lolx.yeah.i am happy.but i hope to see more of us cuming back and work together as one whole squad.miss e days especially this year june after camp.so bonded.and hope tad everyone can accept everyone and dun hate each other.yupps.we shall work hard together fer whole division.i dun wanna to be in an AP squad anymore.prove everyone wrong.prove to those ppl who despise us.prove to ourselves we r e best and we can realli do wonders.yupps.end of entry le?hahax
Motto: AP is not a good point, so dun AP and say it as though it is a good point!yupps.dun AP,stay away from this devil.hahax.tk caress everyone=)

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