6.8.05 -

todae was reli fun at NDP rehearsal mann.haha.i sub jasmin to be contingent IC.haha.at first was like joking then later in e end reli lehh.lol.get to experience a different feeling when i was standing in e marching contingent.oohh.haha.i am juz not capable enough bahx.yepp.i agree totally.not onli in ability wise,but maybe oso mentally wise too.i am still learning and making mistakes in areas especially learning how to cope mentally.sumtimes there is just too much to think about.i reli wish to say wad i reli feel yet i dun have e courage to.wadda move xavier.haish.i feel so lost and seem to have lost directions.

i missed the past when we faced our first obstacle
i can sense tad how much we meant to each other
but i'm glad tad at least i was onced so impt
i am reli contented : )
now i know i have lost e battle to someone else
i've gotta stand up and recover : )
give a smile and wish e both of u all e best : )
if u ever feel lonely
look to the sky
always noe dat i m somewhere
beneath the sky
wishing the best for u
[i reli meant it : )]

the onli way to conquer the fear of losing
is to learn the art of letting go : )
-starwars-

7:02:00 PM
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