14.5.05 -

good morning and its raining now.firstly, i would like to thanx denise fer telling me about GOD.lol.u were right in many ways.just when u needed someone.he was dere to ask u to stay strong to guide u to do the right thing.i was never alone despite many things have happened.it makes me realise tad i shld treasure those who have treasured me.i would like to say a big thanx to Shimin, Siyao, Qi Xiang and Jemima.i reli treasure the frenship btw us.it has been like 2 years le bahx.yup.though things din go reli well,it helps to grow closer.hope we will nva forget each other.there r many things tad one feels but din do.in e end u lost e chance to do it.i rather say it out now.at least i wun have regrets in my life when i die.i have walked a road filled with obstacles and dangers in 16 years.i think no one will ever experience the feeling tad i feel.becuz things tad have happened is so not typical.sumthing which i think i rather not face until later part of my life.but i cant decide.GOD has plans fer everyone.and he taught me wad i shld learn from these incidents.and i got it alr.do wad u wanna do and not wad u shld do.dun ever hurt the most impt person to u.u nva know how much pain and hurt e person feels.its reli heartbreaking.life is like tad.its never fair.but i thank GOD fer wad he has given me.at least he was dere with me to walk with me down this road =D

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