14.12.04 -

finally.farewell over le.i mean it was quite okie bahx.and the prezzies fer our heads are not too bad bahx.quite meaningful bahx.hmm.felt sick ydae liao.luckily was not very bahx.at e point during farewell i was reli feeling v.hot and head v.pain but i just hang on man.haixx.now still a bit pain lo.sleeping soon le cuz tml gotta orientation rehearsal lo.yupps.feeling very tired todae.just read finish all e messages sec4s wrote fer me man.so touching.esp brynner de.i reli love him alotss.and its alotss.he has always been supporting me no matter wad and he will always be dere to help me if i shld need help.i mean its like i reali enjoy being with him and he reli brings lots of happiness laughter to ppl arnd him and he will also comfort u when u r down.everytime my letter is special de.i like it man*.makes me feel so unique and like i am e onli one.crap man.hahax.but i realli wan to thanx brynner,he is reli a big and major support without him i wun be who i am now.i owe my success to him.and he is a great leader,who knows how to work and play.he is wonderful.though he may says tad he is not perfect but at least i think he is?yupps.and he is understanding.he knows i am committed to ahsjAb.and he told me to jiayouss.i feel like crying at times but it seems tad tears just wun come out lo.and when the video clip was played.though i may seem to talk kok.but those were my real and true feelings and no script at all!just words from my heart.hmmph.love tiff and brynner loads man.i am reli very sad to see u all leaving.sumtimes i just hope tad u all can lead us.and not me leading the rest.haixx.miss ya man*_i also would like to thanx all my advisors.their were invaluable as well!june,zuhao.mei Qi and Ying Huan.reli big thanx to u all*
Tk caress everyone man!
Love is all bout you and me*as long as u love me and i love u its enough,nothing else matters__i am contented to have ye heart with me_

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