11.7.07 -

now its 11th of july 3.58a.m
wow and theres school in a few hours time
what is xavier chen doing here? : )
hahaha.just cant get to sleep eh.
yeah becuz i have so many problems to face right now.
i got back my mid years results ah.
36-econs
38-math
53-general paper

the rest still dunnno yet larh but confirm fail.
yeah.seems rather lousy arh.
as usual right.
sian.sian.
just feel so so so so so so tired of everything.
yar yar i got to move on.
hard to explain how bad is my life now.
but still its reli reli bad.
lol.
yeah i still can lol.
becuz i believe all these problems will go away soon.
yeah i think in about a month's time.
yups.
i will turnaround everything.
and make life so wonderful like the past.
where i can go sakae buffet thrice every week.
yar i yearn for that.
and i am sure i can.
with faith and belief.
nothing gonna be too daunting?
hahahahahahahaha.
all rights midyear results are reli reli too lousy.
put that behind from now onwards.
and do wad u are supposed to do.
okay post-mortem for mid years is over.
lol.
its prelims this time.
no more U U U U.
all d best : )

3:56:00 AM


14.4.07 -

i am back here.
well it isnt anything good.
somehow i regret many thing that i didnt do in e past.
seriously.i told myself i am not gonna make e same mistake anymore.
but somehow its doesnt help at all.
i am still so slack so unmotivated.
i admit i reli try at times.
but i guess trying is not enough.
becuz we have to try our best.
ahh!
i just feel stress out and headache whenever i do my work.
sounds do ridiculous.i mean i have been studying for so many years alr.
all these shld be alr part and parcel of my life long ago.
haiiiii.
even after yesterday.
i am still like that.
i reli want to ask why why why am i like that.
my life seems to be like in a big mess.
i just dunno where and when to start clearing them up.
if only i had made e right move right from e start.
i wouldnt be in this mess right now.
wahhhh.
i got to move on.
move on move on.
nothing is too difficult for me.
come on come on.
wheres that faith in you?

the world is coming to an end : )

6:15:00 PM


7.2.07 -

it has been sucha long time since i last post : )
i would like to wish february babies
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

xiao-mei: 6th feb
jasmin: 8th feb
ming wei: 11th feb
boon kai: 12th feb
karen: 24th feb
myself: 20th feb : )

it has been alr i month plus since sch-reopened
it has been so hard and tough
tons of work.cca.blah blah.
i find it so hard to keep myself going on.
its reli reli tiring.
but somehow.things are starting to get better.
haha.i guess.
its all about studies.cca.nothing else alr.
sometimes
i guess it gets tiring to set expectations for people.
when u get closer to someone.
the higher the expectations.
more often than not the person fails you.
you get upset.
whats the point seriously.
yeah.prefer not to set expectations.
just treat everyone the same will do : )
thats the right spirit agree eh?
come on! : )
always look things on the positive sides.
and always take the initiative!!

have faith.
true love only exsits in HIS world : )

9:01:00 PM
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